• Sunday, November 15, 2009
♥ Curious
Heyyy ! Sup ? :D
Hehehe , IDKY i keep thinking of dewi
hmmm .. Any check2 she is crying ,
i can feel that somethings wrong ,
walaupun kita berjauhan , Hati ini akan
tetap bersamamu . Ia tidak akan kemana2 .
Hmm , How i WISH to be with dewi back again .
Ya , 3 Girls tot that i like them , perasan btol !
Dewi , If u truly Love me , come back to me .
We can still start anew . I will be waiting for you ,
to say "ILOVEYOU" to me , Waiting .
If there's anything not right or you wanna share
anything , you can share it with me .
I'm willing to hear it . :D
Ohh dewi , aku cinta kamuuu !
I can swear that there's no one at my heart ,
It's juz you . Waiting for you to come .
Bye , JackspaDez
And so, goodbye @ 8:09 AM
• Wednesday, November 11, 2009
♥ This will be my last post !
Heyyy !
sup ? Hmmmmm , I'm just
gonna say that , I STILL DO LOVE YOU ,
My DEAR , Dewi .
That's all , I just wanna be with you .
All i need is you , since HS , Q , SQ can
take over me , soo , i guess , Hais ,
takd harapan lagi uh , But ,
Remember tis I will still wait
for you , no matter how many days
month , years , My heart will still
be with you , I SWEAR it's true .
I will keep my promise .
Byeee , Tc . I still love you dewi . Forever ,
And so, goodbye @ 6:48 PM
• Friday, November 6, 2009
♥ Friday !
Heyyy !
Erms , now i have made my mind ,
I'm super the fucking useless now .
Yeah , and , dewi moved on with HS ?
Idk who laaa , don't bother ,
(seriously i bother la)
But then , Trying not to be KPO
Hais , jealous jealous jealous !
Walao , Why can't i juz forgets her n
move on , i juz simply can't , Don't ask
me why , Hais , i guess we're meant to be
together but She has someone else now ,
so0o0o0 , :( , Juz be sad ahmad .
If there is still chance to be with her , i will
take it ! Hais , I WON'T MOVE ON SAMPAI
BILER2 ! I juz wants dewi back .
soo yeah , nvrm , i will juz wait n wait n wait .
:( , Read tis blog dewi if you can !
See my heart n soul !
if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I love you Dewi !
And so, goodbye @ 8:48 AM
• Wednesday, November 4, 2009
♥ INEEDYOU
Heyylooow ,
Erms , Idk where to start ,
i'm just kinda pathetic guy , hais ,
I REALLY NEED HER BACK ,
I NEED HER ,
I know that she hates me and
don't wants me back , i tried my best talking
with her , but , she insist on it ,
Kan bagos kalau dewi tgk blog ni ,
hais , i can bet thaat she don't even know
that i'm still using this blog .
My life is in misery , i will be single forever ,
I NEED YOU DEWI , please ..
You're like my heartbeat , My breathe ,
Couldn't live without you ..
Hais , alr 3 girls ask me for stead , but ,
i rejected all , I will just wait for you .
I need you !
I love you !
I swear for that !
Labels: :'-(
And so, goodbye @ 11:49 PM
• Sunday, November 1, 2009
♥ HURT !
Hello , :(
I juz feel sad , because ,
Hais , First , i'm not a good
boyf , i donno how to takecare
of her feeling , i juz feel bad !
Does anyone know that i hurt alot ?
Does anyone care for me ?
Does anyone care for my feeling ?
DOES ANYONE CARE ?!!
No right , Ya , i'm very irritating
coz , i'm treating you like the way
i used too , I can't stop it ,
I mean the love for you , hais ,
No one understands me ,
If they could understand n feel
my life won't be in misery ,
All alone , me n i , hais ,
Life must move on , but ,
in this situation , i hardly cant move
on , or having fun , i always have my
fake smile n no one knows about it ,
:'( , i feel like crying all day , BY MYSELF !
Byeeee , :(
And so, goodbye @ 10:42 PM
• Tuesday, September 15, 2009
♥ depression
Hais , how i wish life could be better without ramadan !
Ramadan has make my life diffcult , ish , n i sux manxs !
hais , i sux to the core ! yeah , i sux !
yaya , i know i sux ,
i sux , i sux , i sux , i sux !
wow , great ,
"Berapa lamakah lagi terpaksaku menanti ?"
see , what's wrong with me today ?
EVERY WORDS FROM YOU IS GREAT !
hais , hais , hais , hais , hais ,
wish i had someone to talk to now !
nobody understands me ,
even is people understand me , they will
not ask "is there something wrong ?"
It's juz hard to let people know !
They cant see what's my mind going through !
They cant see what's my heart been through !
hais , feel like leaving the world !
hais , I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT DEWI !!
i swear i love you , i swear you're the only one !
baby , i rele love you , i rele need you here now !
Tc, byee ! ILOVEYOU !
Labels: i really love you alot dewi
And so, goodbye @ 3:36 AM
• Friday, September 11, 2009
♥ holiday !!
ermmmss , heloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !
Eleh , today was like , forget the world !
i mean the day , ish , wake up at 12pm !
wtf ?!! nvr go prayers , wira smue sanyap ni ?
ape hal ? hahaha , smue tdo per ?
hahaha , cintaku hanya untukmu !
hahahah ! very random !!
hehe , holidays ? not best !
not even one day go out n see dewi !
hais :( , sedih sedih sedih !
kk , nvrm , hahahahahaahha !
Hais , must finish 30 000 in 3 days !
wtf , nvrm , bersabar is good !
hahaha ! kk , daa blank !
byee byeee byee byeee !!
Tc , loves !
And so, goodbye @ 9:32 AM
♥ Blogger
FTW, I am a boy .
My name is Ahmad 'Asqalani.
Known as Jack spadez .
I had my first breath on 30 April 1995 .
So, if you count properly, I am 14 this year.
I still do love Dewi soo much and I know that she Hates me .
210509 Will remain in my heart And soul forever .
I just needs you back .
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